"You are everything to me
You are pulse in my whole life
You're my encouragement that sustains all my weak sides for the past 4 years
You, you, you and you
That's what you mean to me
Formerly so all love for you "
"Even you never know who I am
You never look at my account or all my posts
Yes, that post that reaches thousands posts
Never glance at you"
Sometimes I envy with your new fans
Then they get the notice from you
Not sure but I congratulate my friend who just got to know you then become your fans then only less than 1 year she got what I had dreamed of. That is notifications like and follow back from you. I think she's lying, it's true that you its really yours verified account
-2016 (jelly moments)
As for me, I know you from the beginning you first appeared on tv
I am faithful waiting for you on my television sitting up to the night nervously facing sleepiness
I'm the one who is willing to cry for you, drain the energy and buy whatever it is about you
But for those 4 years I've never had the luck to get your attention
Sad indeed, but I quickly moved
For what I envy, I am your true fans, I learn great again also get notice from you is not my main reference if I am your true fans should I just explore about you, my view
"Never mind sooner or later, you're just less diligent and your post time is not right", I guess
But whatever it is, still years later I haven't notice from you
-The end of 2016
The envy and envy thought slowly disappears shortly
I received the news that you left the group, the group that raised your name
At first I do not believe it, this message anymore, this rumor continues to bored me, In my view
But when I read a group that calls your former group
And see the postings from your former group account, also posting each member
The rumor is a real rumor, IT IS!
As if struggling while in the dorm I heard the news
Thousands of directions stabbed me, my heart and mind when it was crushed didn't know what to complain on who and what
The difference between your party and the group makes me have to trust you
Because I know you're not a petty type
Deceiving your own fans then dancing over their confusion to reach your dreams
I'm sure you can't be so, then I'm worse for your former group
I declare myself completely to you
I quit my fandom group that calls your former group
I choose to change the fandom as your fans completely
-At the first 2017
When I have chosen you
Yes I chose to be your loyal followers
My fandom friend from your former group
Begin to ask questions and blaspheme me from behind
I do not care if i'm set my own heart and all my feelings
I was then angry with your former group who stated that
You are the one who wants to leave the group
Unlike your statement that you were issued unilaterally
I do not want to be in this confusion
You must be the right one, you are the one who is wronged by them
In fact either I don't know which is surely you, who I believe
Ever since you became a soloist
Lots of guys who thronged you and thanked you for not being in that group anymore
Blasphemy on you as if it would be a sprinkling of salt on a wounded skin
Hurt my heart, sharp words, fans of your former group
I'm doing a defense for you
Arguments with arguments catapulted in my social account
And that makes me get hates from my friends more than in last group's fandom
While typing, I cried to defend you on the phone
And I don't know the truth, but because I believe in you
Then it slowly disappears eaten by time and success both of you
At last october of I still love your work
There is a change from you in your music video with Machine Gun Kelly
Changing your appearance is not too much trouble for me because your clothes are still fairly polite and most importantly your voice is still the same as the first time I hear on tv
It sounds uniqueness, your improvisation that vibrates my heart space
I really like you and the song. It's your best song ever
After that, in early 2017 you pull out a song that tells you not to cry at the club and the next song you ask questions for someone.
When I know you've pulled out the 2 songs at once how happy I am, you finally have your own song.
Honestly, this is what I look forward to when you're still in the group.
I like to imagine the songs from your former group is just you, the sound of you singing the song, I was imagine if all the members didn't sing in, it just there your voice would be my favorite song forever.
Will not get bored until I get old to play it.
But when I play that song through Spotify my friend, how surprised I am.
My ears went sick and my face twisted in surprise
I never thought your voice changed
No matter what your genre of origin is not Rock or EDM which obviously my ears will refuse
But what I was questioning then was
Your voice is different, is not unique and cute as before again
What is this? Why do you sound like a drinker?
Why your voice becomes so rough and impressed imposed
Coupled with lyrics that smelled of narcotics
I was astonished...
-continous in part 2
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