So hard to believe that I could leave you so far

-Continously PART 2 (The Ending)


I'm suprised at the change in your voice
and i don't like the song because what should i do if your voice was uncomfortable in my ears?

Yet again I did the manipulation on my heart
I try to like the song
When my closest friend said "how come Camila voice so rich so, the rich Han! like drunk people, already song is not good anymore for me"
I just say happily "She's mature now so her voice is changed again rich first, then the song was good you would be like it in another time. Try to understand thats song means good you know something like story of strong women hahaha "
And I know very well that change makes me become uncomfortable again hear that song
And I also know that the meaning of the song is not very good
That's how I am if it's a commitment, I'll like and do whatever it does my idol

Then your video is showing photoshoot to cover your first album
I mean your first album as a soloist
Again you startled me with astonishment
This time I'm really running out of words to cry
I'm ashamed to see you so
I am ashamed to admit you are my idol
Your clothes are so sexy
Indecent really changed
In your photoshoot video
I see your body in touch by the man who did make up to you
Your chest is watered like oil
He put it into your chest while you were interviewed facing the camera
And you just laughed not you care with it

Are you really comfortable being that way?
Is it true you are now a woman who is easy to open your clothes
Is it true you no longer pull your own clothes that are open as before
You are now the same as the majority in your country

I'm really ashamed to have told everybody you are a different american girl
Because you were so polite and cute like a doll
It's okay that's your right
Besides, who i'm for you. Also you have different beliefs with me
Especially you're from a superpower that does have a culture like that
I am stupidly surprised by your change that for them is common
Too naive I admit that you are the one who american singer dressed the most polite
I used to see you always dressed in long sleeves with a tightly closed top to the neck with a buttoned collar
So it is very easy to choose your photo to make cover of you in my chat application bbm / ava Line so my father is not angry
At least the clothes you wear are the thigh and bikini pants you wear while swimming
I understand that it is a common thing
But since I've been a fan of you for 4 years I've rarely almost never seen you perform with open chests
In fact I don't know your chest shape like, because you never see it to the public, unlike your friends in your former group it.

I'm really surprised and disappointed that your change makes my eyes on you to change and keep me away from everything about you
Now it's hard to choose your polite-looking photograph
Like out of stock I force you to used your latest photo in the gallery
Then my father blustered because of your obscene clothes
Now I can't put your photo anymore
Slowly I start to stop consuming your music and watch your latest videos to be delayed which usually must be at that moment I watch
Then you released the next song that is Havana and OMG
I don't like the two anymore. Havana I think is not good enough and your voice is the most make my ears become uncomfortable. OMG sounds like R & B music somehow the music makes my ears uncomfortable too. Maybe if you are a Harmonizers who sometimes interfere with Camila's voice in Fifth Harmony music you will understand. It's just that I think her old voice is still very make me fall in love, finally now I feel like you feel.

Because you are so changed, so my love for you faded by itself
Over time I realized that I didn't deserve to be called your fans anymore
Because I no longer want to know your activities and everything about you
Now I'm not your fans anymore
Because my account instagram Camilizersindonesia already inactive and I give it to to my friends who are still your fan.
From my personal instagram account I'm getting sick of seeing your sexiness in the timeline
Now I've unffolowed you and also all members fifth harmony
Because I have been disappointed and no longer want to know about you

After Havana's music video came out, Havana's song instantly skyrocketed and gained popularity to Indonesia.
As popular as the cassettes Despacito song that has recently disappeared.
Havana is covered by many people from all over the world
When I open youtube, every day there is just a cover Havana song in the timeline
Similarly in Instagram, smule and other social media
My college days and breaks always sounded lyrical Havana
If only I still became your fan
Maybe I will still scream hysterically to everyone I meet and know the Havana song
And I will be stuck in jealous fire because you have so popular in my country
Who had no one who knows who you are besides me and fandom friends who only dozens of its members.
Now you are transformed into a famous singer in my country and maybe you will hold your first concert hmm I mean your first concert as a soloist in Indonesia
And of course I don't want to watch it
Because I no longer know who you are
To me now, you are a different person


Goodbye, Camila
I hope your career is always victorious, even though I'm no longer behind you.